Darsanam


Disclaimer: I am only sharing my experience here. Not promoting any religion.

Chinapatnunchi Tirupathi trip anagane egiri ganthesevalam. Daniki kararanam 'Srivaru' anukunte meeru porabadinatte! Enchaka tirumala konda piki nadichi velletapudu road meede verusenaga pappu, batanilu tinachu, pespsi cola tagachu, itara chocolatelu palaharala sangathi inka chepanakarledu. E mupai elalo kaneesam oka padi padihenu sarlu veluntam. Prati trip ki akada janam kitakita lo tedalu telisaye kani aa swamy darsanam lo matram etuvanti marpu ledu. Adigadigo antha duram nunchi padi padi naduchukuntu, aa line lalo ukiri bikiri ipotu vaste, kanisam oka padi secondulu kuda kalara chudanivaru 'inka padandamma' ani tosese akadi seva sabhyulu. Valani tapupatalem. Valala cheyakapothe venaka line lalo valaki inka alasyamavtundi. Bahusa aa chusi chudanatu iche ayana darsanam mulam chetano emo epudu venkateswara swami meeda gurri kudarledu. But my last trip changed everything.

Mavayya antune unaru epudu lenidi mee varu aa srivari darsanaiki edo special ticket teskundam antunadu, adedo chudam ani. Mulyam koncham ekuvagane mutedutuna sare kanidu ankunanu nenu kuda. Aa special darsanam peru 'Srivani'. Kothaga amaluparicharu. Rs.10,000- Rs 99,000 donation rupam lo samarpisthe, prati 10,000 ki oka break darsan ki arhulavtam. Aa break darsan ticketu maro Rs.500. Srisailam degarunna sunipentaloni Poornananda swamiji ne guruvuga ankuni perigina naaku, tirumala lo devudu epudu peddaga ruchinchevadu kaadu. Tirumala ante devudu peru chepi manushula degara dabbulu lage oka vishavalayam ane bhavana undedi. Asramam lo unde aa hayi tirumala lo ekada anukune dani. 'Srivani' punyama ani na alochana vidhaname maripoindi.

Podune 7:30 ki matrame untundi aa break darsanam. Memu 7:00 kala vaikunta dwaraniki cherukunam. Akada seva sabhyulu coffelu andistunaru. Enduko coffee ante nalika koskune nenu aa roju matram kevalam paale taganu. Attaya mavayya akada eno sarlu seva cheyadam valla prati anuvu telisina parignanam tho matladatutunaru. Valatho already pellavagane ochanu kani esari ento different ga undi. Moodelalo gattiga moodu nelalu kuda valatho kalisi undi ledu kani esari valu naku baga degarayaru anipinchindi. Katha lo anukoni twist entante aa roju cinema actor Pawan Kalyan vacharu darsananiki. Ananth aa kolahalam vinagane megastar family fan kabati oka dudukuna lechi velli ayani chusochadu. Maku vishyama ardamayelopu ayana velipoyadu. Dani vala kabosu ma darsanam koncham late kuda ayindi. Matalo undaga gatelu tericharu.

Line lo nadustu veltunapudu chutu bhaktulu 'Govinda Govinda' ani ayana namani alapistune unaru. Inthalo maha dwaram cherukunam. Akada kodhi sepu apesaru. Pawan kalyan baitaki vastedemo chudamani kondaru, late ipoindani badhapadutu inkondaru, edemina govinda namalu apani inkondaritho kalam chustundagane gadichipoindi. Malli line kadalatm modalindi. Vendi vakili loki adugupetagane mic loni swaram 'Fast ga nadavali, spped ga nadavali, Govinda chepali' antu akatukundi. Memantha ayana comments ni chala enjoy chesam. Jaya vijayulni daati Bangaru vakililokochesariki ma line ni dwaja sthambham pakanunchi teskoni veladam gamanincham. Jeevitam lo modatisari tirumala srivari gudilo dwajastambhani mukukovadam. First vibes akada modalayay.

Lopaliki veltuna kodhi veltunam. Epudu agipoyechotu kakunda inka munduku, inka munduki. Mavayya atu itu vigrahalani chudu, vati gurinchi tarvata chebuta anaru. Ayana chepinate ea goda vadalakunda chustuna. Inthalone garbha gudi degarikocham. Kevalam iravai pathika mandindi akada nilchobeti swami mundu curtain open chesaru. Cheera konguni chutukuni oka moolaki nilchundamanukuna nannu akadi purohitudu bhujam patukuni garbhagudi gadapa pakaki lagaru. Na venake ananth, mavayya, attaya vacharu. Apudu chusanu ayani..mugdhamanoharudana maata aa moolavirat mundu digadudupu. Enno abharanalunayani telusu, pattu vastralu katarani telusu, manasulo una korikalu akada chepukovalani telusu. Kani kallu, manasu ayana naamalni tappa vere edi chudavani, alochinchanani morayinchai. Kallalo neelu dharapatamga karutunai. Ayani chustunte mantram palukudamana noota maata pegalatamledu. Olantha evaro katesinatu undi. Akada nunchi asalu kadalagana ane sandeham ochindi. Idantha oka nimisham rendu nimishala vyavadhi lo jarigina sangharshana.Inthalo curtain moosesaru. Na kaallaki chalanam ochindi.

Akada nunchi vachestu kuda venaki venaki tirigi ayani chudalanipinchindi. Ayani vadili veltunte apukoleni dukham. Ananda Nilayam loki ragane na anandaniki avadhulevu. Venkai tirigi chudagane mavayya rendu chetulu jaapi nanu chusaru. Nenu ayani patukuni gattiga edchanu. Oke maata..'asalenti idi'. Akada kurchuna okayana nannu chusi swamini darsinchukunapudu anadamga undali illa kalla neelu techukokudadu anaru. Dani evaro avi paravasyam pondi vachina ananda bhasahapalani cheparu. Nenu taloopanu.


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